Current status: On a semi-hiatus. Please accept my sincerest apologies for not being able to drop by on my f-list. Coursework has been hell. I eat once a day. 80% of my lecturers are sadistic. But I think I'm doing ok. ^-^



Changed my layout, mood theme and journal status from public to semi-locked. Therefore, I get to use this shiny sexy Uruha banner thingy.


( About me; details, details. x3 )

I've been having problems with coping with uni work for the past...few months, actually. I don't know what exactly the problem is. Have I been too lazy, slacking off? Was I stressed more due to the extra class I had last sem? Are my ideas and way of presenting it just too different from what my lecturers' consider ideal?

Then again, maybe I'm just stupid and talentless, and I'm trying to come up with lame excuses to save my own pride.

But who knows, right? Even I don't know what exactly I'm thinking right now.

( I needed to lay everything out )

But admitting all this now...it's a tiny step of courage, isn't it?

*flails*

I'M DOOMED. DEADMEAT. WHOOPEE.

So anyway. I haven't been here in a long while. That's cuz I've been emo, yes yes. *nods* (That, and I've been re-watching some animes. Like Gravitation, Weiss Kreuz, etc. Ryuichi's so much fun. He's like the anime male-version of myself lol)

On the 17th, I was in Singapore with my family. We went to the Universal Studios and had a blast. I even rode a roller-coaster, this time, OFFICIALLY, because my mum gave me and my bro permission nyahahaha. (yeah, I still can't believe she did that. The world's ending mhhmm.) So it was freakin' awesome high-speed roller-coaster, over at the Egyptian area. Shit it was damn cool. The thing went backwards, down a very-much steep incline and I was shrieking my lungs out the whole way. :DDD

There was even this funny story about the river rapids at the Jurrassic Park area. Me and my (sometimes inconvenient) lucky streak lol.

Then on the 18th, I had sore throat, flu, and a slight fever, haha. Sorry I didn't reply to your text Kim, I was occupied with recuperating inside the car during the drive back. Traffic was ugly dude. D: It took only 4 hours getting there, but about 6 hours getting home. Ug-leh.

I told Cherry I should be able to recover quick, but this must be one of those very rare times when recovery drags its ass and taking forever to reach here. Normally, I can get back on my feet from fever practically overnight. But now it's already the 20th rawr!

I'm also emo-ing right now. I do not like my sem 1 results. I have pure hatred towards it. Ahhh my parents will murder me.

Yyyeah. So...ciao people! xD I'm gonna go crawl back to some dark corner and brood.

So I watched Shiver.

I kinda spazzed out and died when I saw Uruha.

And I noticed they did individual scene-shots. Aoi had his first by the time I noticed, and I guess Ruki had more scenes since he's the vocalist and all.

But I also noticed Reita had quite an amount of scenes as well. Even more than Kai. RUKI'S BIASED 8DDDD

And that part of Uru, where he was standing, then turns to face the camera...oh man did I spazz. If Shou's pretty, then Uruha has this sort of quite elegance. Ohhh I melt imagining him standing with this smoldering gaze in his half-lidded eyes....*fans self*

Btw, it might be because Reita's always in sleeveless stuff, sometimes in long-sleeve tops, but I kinda drooled a heap when I saw him in short-sleeves, slightly loose.

omgI'mturningintoaReitafangirl.       *cheers*



In 3 hours, my brother's class' haunted house will open. Fufufu. I had my fair share in planning and making the props. >:D Beware school kids, I have one sadistic mind.

p/s: I keep forgetting to review the actual music itself...Shiver's ok. Not as stimulating to me as The Invisible Wall. It's not bad, but not awesome either. I dunno why, but Shiver to me is just rather neutral. Hmm.

p/p/s: Too bad the PV was black and white, I was hoping for a good laugh at Aoi's printed jacket 8DD